why in this world is there so many unhappiness?
why does things around you always change?
why does conflict build up deeper and deeper?
I really don't understand why recently so many thing happened. Today i really had a hard time crying non-stop, even after taking a nap. I really don't know what had happen to me even though people around keep on asking what happen i just can't ask them. Does it mean that I'm suffering depression or am i just being sensitive???
firstly, working wasn't smooth. I lost a $20 swensen's voucher and i don't understand how i lost it. i cried because not that i have to pay for that 20 bucks is just that i don't understand why things keep on happen to me. Somehow i find that I'm being sabo by people but what to do, i still have the responsibilities.
secondly, somehow i find that we are drifting apart or am i just being sensitive to think too much but the memories we use to have wasn't there anymore maybe you are too stress with your exam and i don't wish to disturb or giving him more stress.
lastly, I'll like to thanks michael, wenda and martinn for the conversation. it was nice and fun. thanks for the entertainment.
sorry, i really didn't mean to say all that i'm just too stress and i shouldn't spend my angle on you. but nowadays i really can't understand you anymore seems like both of us have been keeping secret in our heart without letting each other know. what i can say is, you are really the best i have found, thanks for treating me so well even though i'm so mean to you. i will appreciate it. =)
