A wonderful day for me yesterdaY!

woke up early in the morning 8 plus, had been disturb by our mom! when to T2 swensen's for our breakfast with my family. I paid for the bill!!! haha! it's been a long time with didn't go out together for breakfast! after that we went to our grandparent house. sat there till 3 plus went to tampines mall with my sister.

accompany my sister walk around and buy her gifts for her colleagues. around 6 plus i went to meet michelle went for shopping! bought a lot stuff spend around $100 just for a shorts, wallet and shirt! after that went to meet irene and rachel for dinner. went sakae for dinner and do enjoy a lot!

after that went to meet linee to celebrate her birthday! went all the way to orchard park hotel have swensen's! lots conversation going around, having lots of fun, enjoy our food and stuff!!! and thanks to ah chung for giving me a big surprise!

been a long time i didn't see ah ming. and it's like so weird sitting there without any conversation with him. his the same didn't change at all what i can say is his still quiet as last time. the feeling is like same like last time? haha. whatever.

after that giant, ah ki, eric and kelvin head down to meet us! went KBOX with them but too bad dorothy and michelle can't join us they have to go back home early. seriously! i enjoy a lot with them! have been singing and singing after that i felt a bit tired and thanks to kelvin giving me a bowl of nuts and ask me to throw at ah ki, eric and giant! and the game start. even we end our singing at around 6 plus it's still never end! kelvin went to cheers and buy 2 packs of nuts again! and here we go again!!! Fun time! then giant and kelvin send me back home. thanks to them a lot! they are really a good entertainer!

they look so tired!

unable to sleep for the past 1 week! having a bad toothache! panadol can't help!

finally got it pluck out this morning. woke up early in the morning 7am, went all the way to tampines polyclinic. waited for 2 hour plus for the tooth extraction feeling suck like hell of course it's pain like hell too but it's numb for the first few hours. went to compass point to pass cindy MC and of course accompany dorothy for her lunch. cindly did a case solving today which really talk things all but i can't talk. but at least problem are being solve.

hope that everything gone back to normal.
Just got some peace and i hope i won't think so much anymore.
let time take its cause.

i'll try very hard to give in. but i don't know how long i can mange to take it but i know i will. i juz simply love him too much. i really don't what to do. i have been crying non-stop this few days. my eyes even gone swollen. haiz, i really regret that i trust him too much but what to do. =(

why in this world is there so many unhappiness?
why does things around you always change?
why does conflict build up deeper and deeper?

I really don't understand why recently so many thing happened. Today i really had a hard time crying non-stop, even after taking a nap. I really don't know what had happen to me even though people around keep on asking what happen i just can't ask them. Does it mean that I'm suffering depression or am i just being sensitive???

firstly, working wasn't smooth. I lost a $20 swensen's voucher and i don't understand how i lost it. i cried because not that i have to pay for that 20 bucks is just that i don't understand why things keep on happen to me. Somehow i find that I'm being sabo by people but what to do, i still have the responsibilities.

secondly, somehow i find that we are drifting apart or am i just being sensitive to think too much but the memories we use to have wasn't there anymore maybe you are too stress with your exam and i don't wish to disturb or giving him more stress.

lastly, I'll like to thanks michael, wenda and martinn for the conversation. it was nice and fun. thanks for the entertainment.

sorry, i really didn't mean to say all that i'm just too stress and i shouldn't spend my angle on you. but nowadays i really can't understand you anymore seems like both of us have been keeping secret in our heart without letting each other know. what i can say is, you are really the best i have found, thanks for treating me so well even though i'm so mean to you. i will appreciate it. =)

nowadays, i don't understand why people change so much. It's just one year difference but people become more attitude and so bossy around.
there's no longer any more teams like before but we are just grouping ourselves around instead of working in a team.

now Michael is back!!! i can share my problems with him!!!! so happy can!!! but idiot him didn't buy any stuff for us!! what a BEST BUDDY i have. ha ha.

we seems to be far apart, maybe because i always work till very late but i think I'm sensitive or maybe i just love him too much. but the only thing i can do now is to let him concentrate on his exam. just hope that after his exam things will get back to normal again.

recently feeling wasn't right. things no longer there, seems like most of the things have change although i have been busy working but the feeling which i use to have wasn't there anymore.

some how i think I'm sensitive but i don't know who i can express to. Michael is away till 5th march and i can't tell him through anything. I miss him. =(

YUP! has been busy working.

finally having holidays. good!